 - Under what circumstances did you experience your first orgasm? How soon did it happened after you had your first sex? Would you give yourself the credit of, or was it your partner's experience or special concurrence of circumstances? Did you remember the first time as something special, or had you stronger sensations in later on?
I had my first orgasm even before I lost my virginity, playing sexual games with my boyfriend. We lived in a two room flat then already. My room was adjacent to parents’, you could only enter mine having passed through theirs.
My boyfriend would come to see me and do home task together. That was an excuse to be honest. Mother and Andrei did not bother us or interfere in any way. But there was no lock on the door to my room and mother would pop in once in a while to offer us some tea. Those were the circumstances we had to love each other in.:) But that did not stop us.
Doing sums was naturally combined with most intimate games. Hands roamed, interweaved, crawled under the blouse, under the skirt, inside pants. We were obsessed with each other and I felt ready to do anything for my beloved one. So, in time, we got as far as oral sex.
And I got my first orgasm the first time I went down on him. It all must have clicked together. The fact that I saw my lover’s naked cock for the first time, before I knew it only to the touch, (and second time I saw a man’s cock in my life, after Andrei’s). The fact that I could really do something good to my lover (I saw how sensitively he reacted to my touch).
But most exciting thing was having parents behind the door, and hearing their voices. I just cannot imagine mother’s reaction if she’d seen me with cock in mouth. I knew that I got past the stage of childish pranks. And that feeling of ‘point of no return’ made me feel even closer to my boyfriend – because all that was for him only!
Besides, working my lips and hands on him, I got in such a sweet sexual pace that ‘came’ even before my partner did. That was a kind of purely psychological orgasm – without even touching my genitals. And that was how it stayed in my memory, not just because it was my first one. Never in my life have I had such an orgasm again.
Later I learned the big difference between physical and psychological orgasms. The physical one I would describe as ‘powerful’ or ‘shattering’. But that one, my first one, was different – rather ‘sweet’, ‘gentle’ and ‘piercingly sensuous’. I wish I could experience that again.
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